"Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to"

I don't know how should I feel right now.

All I know is I don't feel right and I know it. In fact, I knew it. It would happen, I knew, sooner or later. It's not you, it's me. Everything. Just me. Someone please tell me how should I feel right now. Cry? Laugh? Pissed? Disappointed?

I'm sick and tired of having to scream and rant and complain to friends around me and them saying you're a flirt and all to make me feel better. I'm sick of ranting to friends scolding you a bastard, a flirt, a jerk, or whatever. I should have known. I really should have known better. You couldn't be trusted. Not one guy that I know other than those close to me can be trusted. I know I've been putting up this front against all the other guys that I've talked to that I don't really know personally. I can feel it myself. I can't get over you. I don't think I ever will.

Tell me how should I make it up to myself for causing myself so much hurt and heartache. Tell me how should I be feeling at this current moment right now.

I don't know. I don't wanna know.

All I know is.

Goodbye, I guess you're really gone from my world this time.

Hey, there. ♥

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XOXO,
Yeling :D